September 5th 2012
This morning I felt there was something else strange happened to me. My body had a fever and suddenly my nose was bleed. Many bleeding from both of my nose. I don't know what exactly happened to me at the last 1.5 months. My weight run down and started to hard to eat.
I had a time to write this blog even though today I had a fever and in condition that i needed a rest.
God I miss him much and more and more. I want him next to me at this moment. Hugged me with his love. No body care of me even my family when i got this sick.They act very casual. But I'm sure the to you Lord, your love is greater than them. I gave all my life just for you. Life and my death just for you
I'm pretty sure. You have been sent me an angel, there is him. Brightening of my life. Also gave me a positive influance. God, please bring up high degree of his life. Always give blessings for everyday that he was do. Give him the easiness to achieve all his dreams. I'm right here, pray for his success. There's nothing I can give than love and affection for him. I always pray for him in my worship.
I hope he knows. I love him not because of anything, because he had a noble heart that can make my life will be great and beautiful when I was beside him. if he knows this feeling. if he understood that I loved him so much.
If you know what i feel
Kacang Panjang
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